So it's the xmas holidays and i'm just gettin over my second bout of illness in less than a month. I feel like the last few weeks have consisted of nothing but feeling like crap and getting stressed trying to meet deadlines. I need a good night out some drunken laughs and embarrasing dancing. Really let myself go. Home is the same i feel like i don't really have anything to ever tie me here now though. I don't feel like i really belong in this town, i seem to have moved on and left everything behind. Untill i return to uni i have to entertain myself with fashion magazines, 40D and stalking people on facebook. I think i will use these weeks to try and work out what i want from life, try and make some sort of goals or something. I am young and i am lost, every sentance has it's cost. Also i am rather hungry and waiting for chinese. Hurrryy.

I gots me a real war medal a few weeks back from the flea market, only set me back £15, which i think is a bargain. Mother however thinks this purchase is, "a waste of student loan." Not that i really care about her opinion but i wish to one day boast a rather impressive assortment of medals when i have the money. I think they're fascinating! But untill then this will have to do..


Fashion inspiration right there, what a trooper.

Paris.

Winter has arrived. And it's colder than I ever remember. I get a little excited when you know that time has arrived to release your winter coats from their wardrobe prison, where they've been hidden away for the rest of the year. It's their time to shine and we rely on them when nothing else will do. They must be sturdy, strong, weatherproof and above all BEAUTIFUL. You're wearing them on the outside god damn it. I just wish I lived somwhere a little more glamourous so dressing up would be a lot more fun. I HATE having to think 'practical' but I try to dress as chic/waterproof as the North West of England allows me to.
I can't imagne there ever being a bad day of Winter in Paris. I envision every day to contain frost filled adventures, involving romance, heart-topped cappuccinos and snowflakes. I don't think i'd mind the winter half as much if i lived there. Everyone seems to be so effortlessly stylish and intriguing aswell. Oh Parieeeeeee. Take me there. x

P.S. Get me one of those fur hats while you're at it.